Cry Out in the Darkness

I cry out in my dark corner
I dont want to feel this way
To have this dark poison in my heart
but I cant let it go, cant let it go

It is so sweet this poison
Would be even more if I had her
Cant discribe it, its so strange
feeling like this poison is my life

And not being able to get it
the thought of loosing it shaters my soul
no not loosing, never have the chance to really have it
wanting nothing else

I shall just cry out for her
In a dark place where no one can see me
where I can let free my warm tears
let them run down my cheeks and cleanse the poison

I shall hope this torment is over
I shall fight against it althought I already lost
Yet even if I break my soul and my body
I shall face it, and go against it

I shall perservere in this fight
Even if nothing but a ghost is left of me in the end
I shall go onward, grab all the pain
Let it flood my heart until it drowns

© César Vicente